I'm nobody, who are you?

himynameis-lexi:

With the bff. Omg. Adasjfahdsfjads. I’M SO STOKED.

I burned every bridge in Jacksonville, please forgive me.
No one can cross the St Johns, not by car or by feet.
We all sat by the river and cried endlessly,
Over every part of town, again we’d never see.

I said goodbye to the North side, already disconnected
Goodbye San Mateo park, where we almost got arrested.
I said goodbye to this house, that never was my home
Though even on the worst of nights, I was not alone.

I said goodbye to Riverside, and all the midnight movies
Late night drives through avondale, with all the lights and music
Coffee shops, and scary parks, random talks with strangers
Night after night we felt so alive, infinite knows no danger.

I said goodbye to South side, farewell Regency
Goodbye Sweet Cherry Lane, my house on that street
I said goodbye long walks, under all the pretty trees
Goodbye “edge of the world”, the view that changed me.

I said goodbye to the West side, and so long Virgil Lane
My reoccurring dream, without, I’d never be the same
I said goodbye Murray Hill, the home that kept me sane
Goodbye The Rock: Music And Gifts I miss you every day

I burned every bridge in Jacksonville, please forgive me
No one can cross the St Johns, especially not me
We all sat by the river and cried endlessly
Over every single moment that in the end, made me.

It’s starting to sink in that in six months I am moving out of state and my life is changing really drastically. I am in love with my husband-to-be, but it’s still pretty scary.

I hate that moment when 7 different people are trying to talk to you at once and they’re all upset because they don’t have your full attention.

That’s kind of how my job is. That’s kind of how my life is.

at least until after recording, but good gravy I cannot take this anymore.

I will find a way to make music, and have lovely fingernails!

Today I got lost on the way to the most important test I’ve ever taken. I was 40 minutes late, but I passed. - I immediately burst into tears and started thanking the Lord in the middle of the testing center. It was awesome.

This is the first weekend since July 3rd that I have not seen Timmy. My heart hurts, but I keep looking at my wedding dress hanging on the back of my bedroom door, telling myself it’s only a matter of time.